I sit in a office all day wishing I was there,
Jolly sounding toys piercing the air.
Laughing and smiling without a care.
Wishing I could go play with my son. He just turned 1
But no I sit there
with a blank stare.
I get about an hour a night. Before its goodnight son I love you son. Sorry I don’t see you son. I’m doing this so you can have some cool toys, the food you need and everything else to give you a good life. Or so I think. Is it really needed? Of course it is but would he do better with less things and more time? Time is precious. Especially when its two days a week.
See I see him on the weekend
Literally the week end It feels like I have missed the entire week
For that check
I’m in debt
Life’s too real
I cant feel
I have been robbed of IT and still
I have been taught to go with motion without emotion
Its the only way to survive in this ocean.
Sorry for rambling. Goodnight Son…
I have loved you many years.
Even if each day my love you do not reciprocate.
I miss and think about you each day,
I think of each way,
That we could be..
I really should pass on you,
I know its what my family would like to see.
So goodbye.?. No
I love you so,
Your so kind to me…
Until I feel that late night stumble
Making me truly humble.
I miss the way this relationship used to be,
It used to be fun and filled with glee.
We shared our love with our friends,
But now we are just alone most days.
Sitting on the couch everyone one in my house asleep music playing as I have a fixed glaze.
Yet ten years of my life have been a slave to your love.
For better or worse,
One day you will certainly put me in a hearse.
But with you I feel far from 6 feet down.
Even if I look like a clown.
Usually I carry a frown so anything is better.
After many years, I must say its time for us to go our separate ways.
I cannot be a slave for this alcohol.
No that is something I can not do at all.
*sorry for all of the grammatical errors. I wrote this intoxicated and quickly.
You always criticize,
Do you even realize?
The size of your thighs.
You tell me drinking beer is bad,
How I’m just covering up the fact I’m sad.
Well sorry to say,
But I would say,
The way you eat is really just the same.
So call me a shame.
Say I’m to blame!
But take a look in the mirror,
Before you criticize my beer.
via Daily Prompt: Criticize
I have always wanted a simple life.
In a simple home,
A simple Job,
Everything is just so simple.
There is but one problem.
Life is not simple.
So no matter how simple you try and make your life.
With your simple wife.
Claiming that you have no strife.
There is always that underlying issue.
That life is hard. No matter your cards,
That you have been dealt.
Life’s burdens can always be felt.
via Daily Prompt: Simple
“You will be dead longer than you are alive,
But if you look there is a light on.
Take your time realize that your sights gone.
We have had it so good,so good for so long,
That we have come to expect it as the norm,
Maybe its time our perspectives should change.” -Chewing On Tinfoil
This is one of my favorite quotes/lyrics, and figured what the hell
I would share with everyone.
But you’re still gone.
I guess no matter how much we hover,
How much we are overly protective.
This is still a cold world,
Which can eat you up.
via Daily Prompt: Oversight
I feel so uneven,
Up and Down,
Thrown to the ground.
I feel sick.
This is not easy breezy.
This is difficult,
Decisions to make.
I cannot fake,
That I’m not stressed,
Pushed to the limit.
I’m sorry to say but I think its time,
We go our separate ways.
via Daily Prompt: Uneven
We were best friends,
The day I got the call,
I did not believe it one bit.
I hung up,
It didn’t seem real.
Not being able to drive down.
I tried to carry on,
With daily activities,
Everything is normal.
Everything is fine.
My brain is clouded.
The best and the worst.
We had good times mate,
So you are gone,
Good friend rest in peace.
via Daily Prompt: Gone
My home appears pillaged,
The sights and smells of a third world village.
The smell of food breaking down,
The sight of trash and clothes strewn about.
The house is pretty and neat on the outside,
On the inside a mess.
But the outside is nice,
As that is what shows.
Just wanted to wish everyone a wonderful holiday.
From Aria and I