I have not written anything in a year,
It has been busy,
Good and Bad.
My son is growing so fast,
I look at him and before you know it he has past,
Another milestone, another day, another memory locked away.
I have not written anything in a year,
I have lived through happiness and lots of fear.
I have been happy and I have been sad,
I have had anxiety building until I thought I was going mad.
I have not written anything in a year,
But I think its time I start,
To ease my mind of its dark tendencies.
Of anxiety and stress.
Panic Disorders and hypochondria wrecking my life.
I’m sad and trapped and feel as if I’m dying,
But I know this isn’t true,
So I should stop lying,
To myself all of the time,
No that headache isnt serious,
Jesus; mind give me a break.